Chapter 4
The necklace was gone. I checked the drawer again, hands trembling. I sifted through scarves, opened every little pouch and box. Nothing. My chest began to tighten, panic seeping in like cold water. No. No, no—it had to be here. I turned the whole vanity upside down. And then it hit me. Kier. I rushed out of the bedroom, still in my robe, feet bare against the cold floor, and found him at the dining table, sipping his usual black coffee, flipping through files as if the world didn’t just tilt on its axis. “Kier,” I said, my voice already breaking, “where’s my necklace? The silver one with the black stone. The one in the velvet box.” He didn’t even glance up. “Oh, that? Gave it to Camille. Looked great on her. She’s wearing it in Paris.” I blinked. “You gave it to Camille?” “Yeah. Relax.” He flipped a page. “You weren’t using it.” “It was mine,” I said quietly, my voice tight. “You didn’t even ask.” He finally looked at me, sighing like I was a burden. “Erika. Be real. You probably bought it with my card anyway. What’s yours is mine, right? Why are you making this a thing?” “No. I didn’t buy it with your card,” I snapped, hurt flooding my voice. “I bought it with my own money. Money I earned—on my own.” His brow lifted slightly. “Doing what?” “I’ve been designing again,” I said, my voice shaking. “Freelance. Quiet jobs. I’ve been saving for five years. That necklace… it was the first thing I bought for me in a long time.” Kier scoffed. “Designing? What, kitchen aprons and pillowcases?” I took a step back. “You really don’t know me at all anymore, do you?” “You’re being dramatic,” he muttered. “It’s just a necklace. I’ll get you a new one.” “It was limited edition,” I whispered. “And I was going to wear it today. I was invited to a fashion show. I wanted to look like the woman I used to be, even for a day.” Kier’s laugh cut through the air like a whip. “You? A fashion show?” He shook his head. “Erika, let’s be honest. You’ll be laughed at.” I froze. “You’re not that woman anymore,” he continued, like it was a fact he had long accepted. “You belong here. In this house. With your apron and your routines. Camille, on the other hand—she belongs on runways, in Paris, with people who matter.” He stood, collected his folder, and headed toward the door. “Don’t go to that show,” he said without turning back. “You’ll only embarrass yourself. I told you to pack for our things, right? Is it ready now? Do it! Make sure that we will not forget anything.” He left. And I just stood there. No more tears. Just this strange, burning quiet in my chest. Not sadness, not heartbreak—just hatred. For the way I let myself become so small. For the way they never even had to raise their voices to crush me. For the way I spent twenty years handing out pieces of myself until there was nothing left but duties and silence. I sat on the edge of the bed and looked around our bedroom—our curated little cage. The walls I had decorated. The sheets I washed. The photo frames that no longer held memories, just proof that I had once existed beside him. I should’ve done this sooner. I should’ve loved myself sooner. But for twenty years, I chose to love a man who didn’t see me. I chose to serve a family that never said thank you. I chose quiet over conflict, sacrifice over self. And what did it get me? Nothing. I stood up. I pulled out the dress I had planned to wear for the fashion show—the one Kier said was “too loud” for someone like me. I wore it proudly. Fixed my hair the way I liked it. Put on the lipstick he once said made me look “too old to matter.” And then I left the house. They wouldn’t notice anyway. I hailed a cab and gave the address to the gallery to finally do the photoshoot. The assistant greeted me. “We’re ready for you,” she said, leading me into the sunlit studio. “You’ll look beautiful.” I stepped in front of the camera. The photographer adjusted the lens. “Are you sure you want these to look like bridal portraits… and you’ll be alone?” I nodded. “Yes. I don’t have a husband.” He nodded and then started taking photos. With every shot, I felt lighter. As if I were slowly peeling off the layers of someone else’s expectations. I remembered Kier’s words from long ago—the ones that once made me stay. “Erika, I know Camille is a star, but she’ll never want someone like me. She wants her career. You? You’ll stay. You’ll care. You’ll be my peace.” He said he would give me the best life in return. He gave me a kitchen. He gave Camille everything else. I stood beneath the soft lights and smiled at the camera. Not a forced smile, not the kind I wore when guests came over or when Camille handed me a gift “just because.” This smile was mine. I left the studio with a print in hand. A single photograph of me in a dress I chose, in a life I finally began to claim. That evening, the house was still empty. They had all gone out—another dinner, maybe another celebration. Probably laughing, posting photos I wasn’t in. I didn’t care. Because I wasn’t staying. I opened my laptop. My fingers hovered over the keyboard. Flight to Paris – One seat. I clicked. Booked. I would go to Paris—not as a wife or a plus-one. Not as a ghost in someone else’s celebration. But as a woman fulfilling her own dream.